♥JOYCELYN LEOW♥

2010-10-01T12:20:00.024+08:00

mommy bday celebration at miramar hotel. Ikoi.

genting trip. more at fb. =)

2010-09-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

2010-09-21T14:37:00.002+08:00

hmms..let me recap back.
actually sometimes i do think back on feb 3 2010.bcos i really think times fly very very fast!!!

weeks before feb 3,my gynae told me that baby girl hasnt been growing alrdy.so hopefully e next visit to her,my baby girl has grown.otherwise i will have to be in indused labour.

so excited and fear.excited bcos im seeing my baby girl soon!!! fear bcos she hasnt been growing.and i have been eating arhs..call my mom,told her this.tears coming out from my eyes..worried anything goes wrong about baby girl.

mom and auntys told me might be bcos my due date is coming,so there are times where baby stop growing..bcos my due date is on feb 7.

so feb 2 is my last visit to my gynae,and yes.my baby girl didnt grow for two weeks.so e next day,im wil be admited to raffles hospital labour ward early in the morning.i think is 9am.so JASON TAN bring me along to his fren's place to play MJ.he play.i sit down!! hmmpf!!! hahah..reach home about midnight..so faster got to slp.cos we are waking up early in the morning.mummy and mei are tagging along with us too..soo excited..so hard to sleep..

finally,alarm strikes.i woke up first to shower,bcos during confinement i wont be showering for one whole month!!! mom is up too..showering and 'bai shen'. so ard 7plus off we go to bugis..to 'guan yin temple' to pray first.pray for me to have a smooth delivery.saw my mother-in-law also.giving me support.ask me to jia you.relax.don scare.

after breakfast,off we go to raffles hosptial.go up to labour ward.mummy ask me to jia you and push!! jus outside e door when i and baby going in.so change and lie down on bed..put me on drip.check everything.okays.done.wait for my gynae to come and burst my water-bag for me.
nurses going through everything with me..and yes!!! i did not want epidural!!! jus that whatever gas.. -.-. to me.doesnt even help!!!

hahaha!! baby and i were still busy watching tv,he eating mine breakfast given by e hospital..still very relax..but calls keep on coming in!! i still remember,i call cy!! i told her im in labour ward alrdy,still okays leis..happily watching tv..hhahah!! everyone is enxious that coming down to RH..but baby told them not to,cos some people their contractions can last very very long.can pain for one whole night,e next day den give birth.so don wan waste their time,bcos they can only wait outside e labour ward..might as well,when i give birth alrdy,den come down.

so..still okays arhs..no pain..still enjoying..ard noon time,dr.thong came down and see me.ard 12 plus.she burst my water-bag for me.and off she go..so still wait and wait wait...nurses keep on coming in and check how many CMs i open alrdy..ard 2plus.?? i think..e pain is here!!! damn pain!!! come and go!!! i think i tried to curl myself up like a prawn..hahhaha..but of cos.it doesnt help..baby pass me e gases,but bcos e way i breathe e gas is wrong.i guess is quite loud,even e nurses outside could hear my voice..so one chinese nurse came in.she told me right way to breathe e gas,but seriously lahs.when contraction comes.who got the fucking mood to hear e right way to breathe e gas..i remember she came in twice..e second time she told me if i feel like shitting,mus tell her.cos baby is coming out..after she said this,and when my contraction was off for that few seconds,i told her. I FEEL LIKE SHITTING!!!!!!!!!!!!

so she check,and she say is full.is full.get e doc.prepare for labour.!!! after hearing this,both of us comfirm very anxious!!!! so e nurses were changed into their 'zhan pao' .dr.thong came in.my pain stil continues like fuck.baby finger was also in pain like hell bcos of our wedding ring!!! hahaha...my eyes was tightly shut during e pushing!!! and i remember i screan one or two but i was scolded by e nurse.she scream! DON SHOUT!! DON WASTE YOUR ENERGY!! USE IT ON YOUR PUSHING!!!!!! ok.so i shut my mouth and eye.when e pain comes,pushhhhhhhh!!!!!! can rest awhile when e pain goes..and is really like pang sai ok.

so after awhile of pushing,my gynae said,head is coming out!!! but went back again..and i remember baby told me there was a moment of time where baby girl heartbeat went down..so no choice,dr thong got to use vaccum to 'suck' her out.

finally,she is out!!!!!!! 'baby cries full e room'. i cried!! bcos is like finally out!!!!!! baby cried too!! bcos he is touch!! =)

baby girl was out in front of me..she is so lovely and adorable!! nurses took her and clean her,weight taken..'dress her up'. while dr thong was doing e stitching for me..baby start calling and msg people and family that baby girl was out!!!

so after awhile,i was push back to my ward..saw my family..i cried when i saw mummy.bcos im finally a mother and i know how hard it is to give birth.so my mom cried when she saw me..i guess she has e same feeling and thinking like me. =) waited awhile,baby girl is being pushed inside.. everyone carried her and yes i breastfeed her.

people came and friends came and visit me.on e third day,i was discharged and my confinement life starts..hahhah!!!

now baby girl is name angelic tan.she is currently 7months plus going 8months soon.it feels like yesterday i jus gave birth only..hahhahah!!!

ooh and yes!! tattoo is back into my mind again!! =D

and genting.here we comes on sunday. =)

2010-09-09T08:10:00.001+08:00

when men and woman at their dating period, men won the argument by 50%, at engagement period 20% and at marriage 0%..

2010-09-03T11:55:00.002+08:00

happy 7months to angelic.days are really passing so fast..soon soon soon..she is one years already.ooh and baby is going overseas on oct.for a week i guess.sigh.i really dun like.but no choice.is his work so.. =)

and i really want go holidays!!!! we are suppose to go hong kong one..but due to some reason..gonna postpone...sians.X1000000..!!!

and i dreamt about today we going taiwan..hahhaha.see.i really wan holiday!!! =( maybe jus a short get-away before i start work.

2010-08-25T16:58:00.002+08:00

im back to blog.hahhaa.

have been really tired..taking care of angelic really tax me out alot.

lack of sleep everyday,got to do some housework whenever she nap.why i use the word nap bcos she always slp less than half an hour everytime she slp.so..whenever she is asleep,i wil do abit of housework..haven really sit down and rest,good! she is awake.. -.-''

how to complain.she is my daughter.went thru so much pain to have her.somemore she is sooo adorable although sometimes she can be a pain and a monster!!! LOL.

currently she is going to 7months soon.so fast right.hahahaha..baby bought nikon D90 not long...so have been taking alot alot of pictures.one big album is full.and we need another one!or even afew more!

kids are very clever nowadays.i wonder what secret formula they put in their milk powder.angelic haven even 1year but she is very smart.who she can bully,who she cant.she knows..arent she clever.

watching her growing up process is really interesting.first she knows how to roll herself over here and there.next she is learning to crawl.which i think soon..bcos these few days she has been on her fours already.after crawling wil be sitting up straight rite.after that she will learn to grab things like table or bed or whatever that can help her by standing up..soon,she can stand and run!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah!!!!!!!!!! everything happen soo fast..hahaha

actually sometimes i do miss my work and my frens.my always one call and next moment im going out till next day! =P but now..going out need to be plan earlier so we could arrange angelic to be put at my in-laws place.i guess being a mother,these are the things that need to be sacrifice.but things are getting better now.

been going movie with baby and mei for like last two or three weeks?? every friday or sat..after angelic is aslp,we wil place her with my mom.and out we go. =D

thats why sometimes i really feel bad for my frens.especially cy.recently she is having abit of probs..but i cant even see her.. =( talking on phone is so hard bcos when angelic is aslp,she need quiet enviroment..and i cant jus put her on bed when she sleeps and out i go to talk.bcos!!! she knows how to flip herself over,and when she is awake,first thing she do is to turn herself over!!! i really cannot imagine and don ever wish to happen that she 'drop' herself on the floor.thats hell to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i really miss our riverside night!!! =( but she is understanding enough not to blame me bcos she know i got to take care of angelic. =)

but we went to holland V for dinner last week.xiaolongbaoooossssssss!!!!!!!!!!! hahah!!! her stomach la.not feeling well.in the end,im e last man standing!! which is usually CY! =D

haven been feeling well these few days.got a bad flu.block nose.can you believe block nose can actually keep someone awake for the whole bloody night!? yes it me! im e one! first time in my life!!! i couldnt even slp!!!!!! both side are block until........ D-I-E!!!! went see doc finally.had some medicine so i can have my slp back.otherwise i can die.

ooh!! first day of CNY = ANGELIC'S 1YR BDAY!!!!! we decided to have chalet.at changi side.as what baby said..is very big..i think they have one living room,one kitchen,2 or 3 bedrooms..like a semi-D...no more at our house..guests are too many till couldnt fit.hahha.anyway,lots of planning to do..

and i blog for so many things here..and i think i wont blog for a few months already.! LOL.i will try to come back often!! =)

anyway,i want a day out with baby and angelic !! =)

2010-08-10T13:22:00.015+08:00

im really sians and lazy to type but i will jus uploads photos.

events : baby surprise bday party.(unsuccessful bcos he is too clever to know my plan.sians x100)

D90 was bought.

2010-07-21T17:02:00.004+08:00

2010-07-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

ALL ABOUT GIRLS.

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Sometimes, I want you to know, but I don't wanna tell you. Because I want you to realise.

2010-07-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

i love you baby.

i love you alot.

i love you because when you need me,you will find me.

i love you because for being here with me whenever i need you.

i love you because you wont leave me alone.

i love you because you brought joy into my life.

i love you because you always showered me with your fullest love.

i love you for being who you are.

i love you because of your adorable lovely character.

i love you because you are jason tan.

i love you because i have spend my whole life looking for you.

i love you because love is just so simple when two person are in love with each other.

i love you baby.

always and forever.

2010-07-03T04:59:00.005+08:00

angelic our happy little princess is 5months already!how time flies!few months back..she was still swimming inside me..but now..she is happily laughing and screaming and yelling and crying and rolling. :D sperms and eggs really create something very magic rite. :) as usual , babies always had injections..angelic too.she jus had two!! on thursday at raffles.usual,she had her fever due to them..but this time,maybe is bcos she is having two injections thats why her fever doesnt go off after 2 to 3 feeds on medicine.is always mingle around 37.2 to 37.6.there are times where it drop down to 37 but in awhile,goes back to 37.2..ooh..and baby was promoted to staff sergnant. =) and he wont be home so i will be alone taking care of angelic..

okays i admit is very taxing to look after a baby especially when she is not feeling well..bcos as a mother,naturally you wont be able to sleep well even if last time you can sleep like a pig.and im on diet now!!!! finally!!! breakfast eat abit..rice..dinner after 8 = NO!!! no food intake. =)

ooh yes!! we went bugis again on thursday!! as usual.. -.- BUT!!! angelic is super cute on that day!!!!!! seriously i feel very proud and happy when people walk past us and say ' look!! that baby so cute!! ' seriously..don you feel proud when tons of people are praising your own daughter.hahhahah. =D alright!! see the pictures!!!!! =)

2010-06-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

today is thurs! shopping day. =)

went imm.bought something that i always want for angelic.and is before the channel 8 show that we saw it ok. =D

2010-06-16T12:48:00.005+08:00

been busy looking after angelic everyday.so whenever got rest time,i will definietly sit down or lie down.and not blog.hahhah

recently updatess.mei 16th birthday celebration and cy birthday celebration at clementi kbox.

and of course angelic first trip down to kbox.! =D

2010-05-24T14:28:00.001+08:00

i want things to work because i love you very much too.

2010-05-22T22:47:00.001+08:00

you very sians to humor me.i very sians to humor you.not that i change.not that you change.just that we dunno each other well.

goodbye.

2010-05-21T12:52:00.003+08:00

2010-05-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

2010-05-19T15:52:00.002+08:00

2010-05-19T14:20:00.002+08:00

i feel love every single day by jason tan and angelic tan. =)

angelic going 4 months soon.which means she is going to be on a walker already!!! imagine..when you comes back home,angelic is always at the door side in her walker waiting for you.. awww....so sweet and nice..

im also going to work soon..but there is still a lot of worries..worry about angelic..worry about my work..worry about my customers whether they will still come back to me not..because i stop work since pregnant..is almost been a year..they might have gone to other stylists.. =(

but the most worry is stil angelic..haven really fix someone to look after her..sigh..now i really know why my mummy always says..although we grow up,but we are still her children..she will keep on worry for us till die.

after becoming a mother,i really understand and feel why she said all them and i really understand whats she said..for the first time.really.

hope everything goes well and good for us. =)

2010-05-12T14:07:00.002+08:00

today!!! MAY 12 2010. angelic had her very first piercing.!!! ahhaha..she is only 3months and 9days!!!

hahaa.i know she is still soo small but okays lahs.is a good time to had her pierced now.cos she wont be moving too much and she is still on formula. =D

will load her pictures soon.! she is soo pretty!!! =D

im going to bring her to any competitions if there is any.so pls drop me a msg if you happened to know one..hahahah!!!! =D

2010-05-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

2010-05-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

our little princess, angelic tan is 3months and a few days now.
she is so cute and pretty.
everyone who sees her will say 'look she is sooo cute!!!' sometimes i do think that she doesnt look like me lors..cos she is really very adorable.i really feel like she is not mine one.hahhahah!!!
at the same time,we were busy with some online shop things..shhh..hahhaa.so busy,so tired..makes me feel like closing down this blog. =( really cant find any time to blog soo often.
but i wil try my best. =)

today was at orchard with mummy n mei and of cos angelic.! baby came to find us after his work end..i make him wore his uniform.hehehe..he look soooo handsome!!!! LOL.
walk the whole day..really.is so tired..after being a mother,a day like this,one day a week is really enough..is really very tired.but when you see angelic smile..all is worth it.! =D
trying to sleep now.!

ooh!!! aaron kok(if i didnt spell wrong) concert tomorrow!!!okays.is baby's brother got for us.haha.i nv went concert before..bcos i think is waste money and time.although i love luo zhi xiang..but i nv once go see him..be is concert and signin atuopgraph sessions. =P
days is passing very fast..i wil go to work once angelic starts on porridge.finally!!!!! im cope at home 1yrs plus!!!!!

alright.is dark.sleeep sleep sleepppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

good things bad things have been happening.my 21 birthday is e best birthday i had ever.i never ever celebrate my birthday before.baby gave me a huge surprise..too lazy to type in details but baby is really a present that god gave me.and of cos angelic too.without them,i would be so lost here.i love them soooo much.
! :)

2010-03-28T14:34:00.001+08:00

o*n&e&y(r=s'o!w?h:a&t

2010-03-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

i love you so much jason tan.
it's because i see a future in us and i wanna be your forever. =)

i like the way you wipe away my tears telling my everything will be fine and we will work things out together.
i like the way you kiss me goodnight.
i like the way how your lips touches mine.
i like the way how you hug me to sleep throughout the night. (although we turn our back to each other when we fall asleep.lol.)
i like the way you show me love.
i like the way you look when i tease you.
i like the way you give in to my demand even though you don feel like it.
i like the way when you turn to your friends and tell them 'she is my laopo'.

thank you for always being so patient in me even though sometimes you dunno whats on my mind.
thank you for kissing me every goodnight.
thank you for reassuring that you want this relationship to last forever between us. ( is very important to me)
thank you for appearing in my life.
thank you for giving my angelic.
thank you for loving me. =)

2010-03-22T13:40:00.009+08:00

2010-03-21T16:19:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-18T09:58:00.001+08:00

can time stop at the beautiful moments that i had.and end the world like this.

2010-03-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

jason tan,angelic tan.. is my life. not forgetting my puipui leow. :)

2010-03-05T23:12:00.001+08:00

angelic big day tomorrow. =)

2010-02-28T23:07:00.001+08:00

love?? so near yet so far.

2010-02-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

confinment is soooo terrible!!!! i cant stand confinment!confinment is the thing that is scary-ing me out.!im thinking twice about having our 2nd baby.surprisingly is not the labour that is scary-ing me out.!ha.
finally.my confinment is ending sooonnn...hmms..10 more days?times flies.so yes SOON!
so many things that i want to do immediately after confinment.
1st - drink lots of ICE WATER from the fridge!
2nd - shower!
3rd - mac spicy meal!
4th - change into SHORTS!
5th - dye my hair!
6th - take all my 'barang barang' out!! - HEELS!!!!!!
7th - my makeup!
8th - diet!
9th - work!
10th - club/pub! ( i hope so.. )
hmms..so far so good.thats all the craving i had! =D

2010-02-18T19:30:00.011+08:00

TAN ZI YU, ANGELIC 陳祉諭

（This is the name of our precious princess)

2010-02-06T17:28:00.007+08:00

2010-02-04T16:28:00.002+08:00

2010-02-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

our little precious princess finally arrive into this world at 03/02/2010 at 15.53 weighin at 3.205kg.she is so cute and fragile..
thank god baby was with me inside the labour ward..i squeeze his hand or rather fingers til he said is very pain..very very pain.
but how can he complain.?hahahahhaa.
anyway new life , new family members for us.
argh dunno what im tryin to type..i guess im too tired thats why.lol.
wil edit this post again. =D

2010-01-14T16:21:00.002+08:00

jerine is so naughty to give us a big false alarm,letting us think thats she want to come out to this world to see us already. =)

now is 2cm..so shld be very very fast. =)

we cant wait!!!!!! especially jerine's daddy.lol.e smile on his face recently is sooo sweet and nice. =)

make me feel that it wil be worth e pain cos im bearing him a daughter. =)and i know he will pamper her jus like a little princess.

2010-01-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

now visit to dr.thong is once a week. =)

2010-01-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

days are coming nearer to labour.excitment is increasing like hell.
baby jerine is 2.6kg now.finally. =D
all thanks to baby almost everydays eggs,cheese and milk. =) i love you baby.hahahha!
baby is really very very nice and sweet to accompany me at home during new year eve cos he know i cant go anywhere and he don wish to dump me alone at home while he goes out and enjoy and this is our very first new year.
where to find this kind of man leis. hahahaa.
every little things he did,makes my heart melt and make me feel damn sweet although sometimes i don show it out or say it out.i know he is mine and i want him to be mine too in our next lifetime.i really cant stop loving him.! i love you i love you i love you i love you jason tan!!!!!
for some reason is his work,he need to be out of sg soo frequent that i almost feel like killing his boss.!! opps..serious offence..hahaha!anyway.all i know is im sooo in love with him that i have to see him every single day,one day not with me.i miss him like crazy! i know this is love and im enjoying his love to me,my love to him and our love to baby jerine. =)

2009-12-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

guitar hero or band hero..? is bought aniway! =D

2009-12-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

xmas tonight.im stayin at home with baby to celebrate xmas..this is the first time xmas night im staying home bcos of jerine!!!!! otherwise i would already be out there partying. =P baby is sweet enough to stay home and ask all his friends to come to our place to drink,gift exchange and christmas gambling.! i think enjoy one is jason tan leis.while me and mei playin cafe world and updating blog. -.=

is bored but no choice lahs..wondering if next year wil i be out partying or staying home to look after baby jerine.BUT i wil make sure jason tan be with me if im home taking care of baby.muhahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!

alright.things are not going too well for 1208 but no choice.got to accept it no matter how hateful it is.learn it.take it and fuck it. =)

gdnite lovely one.

2009-12-23T12:43:00.001+08:00

finally.
is broken.
into bits and piece.
forever.
cos we wil never forgive you.
i hate you so much.

2009-12-16T13:31:00.001+08:00

i love my wicked husband sooooooooo soooooooo sooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

2009-12-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

PS3 is bought!!!

2009-12-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

i know cy is getting more and more pissed off and very sians to visit my blog already.cos is been months..lol.hahahha..i admit.im playin cafe world every single day.very lazy to blog.heehe.even jason baby also playin cafe okas. =D

months had passed..also means that my due date is comin soon.due date is on feb 07.another 2mths plus..feelin excited to see jerine and i cant imagine e pain also.LEVEL 10!!!!!! i think after giving birth,i wil be capable of doin anything and bearin all sorts of levels of pain..like tattoo las,piecing las..

had been dreamin that i got a son recently.jason baby las..everyday disturb me about that he wanna get a ps3.i dreamt that i had a son and he is playin ps3 with his daddy lors.lol.hahaha.but it doesnt mean i approve or agree to let him buy okas..

jerine has been movin alot in my stomach..ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT!!!MIDNIGHT SOMEMORE!!!! we gonna have a diffcult time when jerine is out.hahhaa.poor thing daddy?? =D went to gynae visit last wk thurs..jerine is lookin good and fun time in my stomach yeah..cos my appointment to gynae is always in e afternoon..and jerine is always slpin..so we cant see her active thru e scan..doctor say she has a beautiful face,eyes and nose.face and eyes look like mummy,nose look like daddy.and doctor measure her leg bone.is long which also means she wil be quite tall..which is a good thing!!! daddy is tall and daddy had a beautiful nose.so thank god!! hahhaha.!

i know e pain is gonna be very scary but recently maybe days are comin nearer..excitment of seeing jerine covers up my fear for e level 10 pain.and i know jerine wil be love by everyone and she wil be the little princess of us..so it wil be worth the pain cos we love her. =)

2009-10-07T23:03:00.001+08:00

baby is FINALLY back. =)

2009-10-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

2009-10-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

baby jerine is coming to six months.times really flies..
still remember the fear i had when i just found out im expecting.my family reactions.his reactions.but lucky,all turns out to be good.or is even better than just a good. =)
everyone is waiting anxiously for jerine to be out in this world.
my family has start buying things for baby jerine already.lol.is too cute for them to resist isnt it. =) baby girls clothin is simply toooo cute and beautiful.

2009-09-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

finally! i felt jerine moving inside me!! she has been moving alot lately!! e feeling is soo like a wave inside me?! i really dunno how to say but baby,jerine never wait for you before she move.but don worry.i believe she wil move everyday cos i knoe she is an active baby!!! even dr.thong say so! =D

remember how she play with her hands!? =)

baby jerine,pls be good girl.cos i will be seeing you tomorrow!! =)

2009-09-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

yes.is e most wonderful and beautiful things in e world. :)

2009-09-16T22:35:00.001+08:00

i sort of feel that my vomit is back again..i have been vomitting for days.. :( now than i know pregnancy is soooooo hard...... :(

2009-09-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

you dont need to do alot of things.. i dont need everyday listen to your sweet talk.jus a little msg and call from you,it makes my day,felt love again. and i know thats love.

2009-09-06T09:26:00.001+08:00

do you know what had happened to me des few days. You dont. Cos we talk less than 15mins per day. And my first call is always less than a minute and we put dwn e phone.second calls is damn many hrs ltr and we talk for jus awhile and you head to slp.thank god if i receive ur msg per day. My calling card consist of 100plus mins and it took me 3wks to top up. This is so totally different from last time and this is the 1st time i feel so stranger towards you.

2009-09-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

baby is coming back soon BUT i dunno when cos he say he wan to surprise everyone e moment he open e door.so proud.i shldnt have gave him e keys lors.now very yaya. =D
even by askin a simple qns to minimize e guessing of when n what time he wil be back also got shut off by baby sayin 'i love you or baby try harder'.
what a mix feelin i have.excited n happy cos baby is back for good and we will be together forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) scared n anxious cos what if im torturin mimi,and baby open door how!!!?? like roller coaster!? =D
anyway i know no matter i try ,baby also wont say.so i wil jus wait for the day to come lors. =)
dr.thong visit is on 10sept.im lookin forward and wonder how much has jerine grow. =)

2009-08-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

today we went west coast park after the downpour.indeed.there wasnt many people there.and we walk really really really far.and we only saw one schnauzer.he is handsome.he colour,the coat everythin.very nice.they said if jason is here,he wil comfirm love this schnauzer than mimi. =)

is really damn tiring to bring 4dogs to west coast park.luckily,jessie,weiyi,joanne and bro was with me.before we head to west coast park,we went to ah ma house first.and we borrow ah ma trolley to put puipui inside.bcos she wil be damn damn tired if we walk there and back lors.she is a shih tsu remember!!! LOL.

wil upload few pics ltr.but only puipui in the trolley when we are under our block..cos we really very tired. =(

anyway more chances to go.don worry baby!!! =) wil let you see see mimi next time when we bring her to the park. =)

2009-08-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

baby jerine!!!

2009-08-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

alright.i know i have been real lazy to update my blog. is been a month people!!! LOL.
today went to visit dr.thong.did e scannin n is a baby jerine!!!! baby is soo overjoy and happy when he know is a baby girl.all along he is hopin is a baby girl. =)
actually baby girl or baby boy is not important at all.e most important is baby is healthy. =) so now for the sake of baby jerine.i wil be drinkin damn lots of milk and bird nest.!my mummy said baby girl mus drink more of them.and my dad say is good and he went to buy them!! LOL. so biased! haahs. cos is a girl.??
anyway im really waiting for the day where jerine comes to this world. i knoe the daddy will shower her with lots of love and spoil her just like a princess.still in a family,there wil be one angel and devil.
i guess i will have got to be a devil.cos baby is happily being his angel to jerine. =)
im really very happy that is a baby girl.cos i know baby yearn for a baby girl. jerine not born yet and he is tellin me about jarron. OMG! one is enough! LOL. =)
anyway tonight i wil havin a very sweet dreams. =)
i wil try arhs.try arhs.to update more often.hopefully hopefully everyday! =)
alright!thats all!! i love everyone.!especially baby!!!! =)

2009-07-18T14:44:00.004+08:00

the new members. FIFI and MIMI.

2009-07-17T20:01:00.010+08:00

ppl ! you guys know e photos are all in facebook.so go there okays. lazy to upload here. LOL. =D

my beauties!!!! =D

2009-07-08T05:44:00.001+08:00

im seeing baby in like awhile time.! and im going to the airport now!!! LOL.
even schoolin time,i also never wake up so early.. i have been sooo lazy to blog.. shit! i think is baby your LAZYNESS spread to me le lahs !!!!!!! =D

hmms.my big day is comin closin to me. i haven felt the nervous yet but SOON.. !!!!!! =)

2009-06-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

baby is so sweet to give such e pleasant surprise on our anniversary though he is not in town. =)

and AFTER 12 HORS! =D

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waiting for the little one to arrive. =)

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2009-05-24T17:46:00.001+08:00

i have grow up.

im very independent.

i can live my life very well without them.

as long as i have mine baby J and PUI and my love.

is enough.

is more than enough.

2009-05-19T15:16:00.001+08:00

在朋友那兒聽說　知心的你曾回來過

想請他替我向你問候　只為了怕見了說不出口

你對以往的感觸還多不多　曾讓我心碎的你　我依然深愛著

在朋友那兒聽說　知心的你曾找過我

我要他幫我對你隱瞞　只是怕見了面會更難過

我對以往的感觸還那麼多　曾給我幸福的你　我依然深深愛著

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛

有一種愛還埋藏在我心中　我只能把你放在我的心中

這一種想見不敢見的傷痛

讓我對你的思念越來越濃　我卻只能把你　把你放在我心中

對你的聲音　你的影　你的手　我發誓說我沒有忘記過

而關於你選擇了現在的他　我只能說我有些難過　我也真心真意的等過

只能把你　把你放在我心中

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2009-05-10T18:26:00.001+08:00

im back from brunei.

5D4N.

people ask me why i go brunei.

i went brunei to find my love,my baby,my darling,my everything..

=D

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2009-05-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

kuishin bo - 30april.

too hungry.

leftovers.

LOL.

FAMILY.

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2009-04-28T10:57:00.000+08:00

20 38

=D

2009-04-27T14:53:00.000+08:00

JIG = old man!

PUI = cute and sweet young lady!

LOL

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2009-04-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

vivo with bro mei n jiaqi.bought clothes.PUI also have! =)

my dad just love pui with this clothes. =) LOL

2009-04-25T23:25:00.003+08:00

1st time doing after 20 years. =)

2009-04-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

dian xiao er again. but today the food was more than previous. and i seriously think that my family are striking to be their V.I.P lors. LOL.

2 months $500. don need.give us few more time we can hit $500. LOL.

and i earn money thru dinner. ( inside-joke)

2009-04-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

didnt knoe a love can be so sweet.

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2009-04-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

west coast park on weekend.

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is been awhile that we had dinner as a family. so we went 'DIAN XIAO ER' . i know it sounds funny and maybe the thought of it wil be the food should be okays okays only lors.but it turn out to be nice.

my dad is in love with the foods.and we had been visiting once every week. lol. =)

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my angel. =)

2009-04-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

is my heart that is feeling cold now.

2009-04-08T10:18:00.001+08:00

i found my sun.

2009-04-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

PUIPUI had eye infection again today.happened in the afternoon.it really hurts for her this time.cos she scream when we drip eye-drop in.she cant even open her eyes.i was cryin like hell when i was cryin her.PUI was my everything.cos even if is just an eye infection,it had already kill me.

went to see doc.ya is jus a normal eye infection that she had previously.medicine were al the same.and we already had them at home.PUI reach home.she is very tired.and she sleep and sleep.i guess is still painful for her thats why she is moodless to play ard.

but is gonna to be fine in few days time. =)

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2009-03-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

blog had been rotting.
im really lazy to update lahs.

PUIPUI had her heat already! is tiring for me and her as well.but is okays. =)

ah JIG is still the same.naughty as ever but he do have his sweet side.trust me.the look on his face and those 'innocent' 'act pitiful' eyes.you sometimes wil still feel like beating him cos is not innocent! is naughty eyes!!!

thats for the day.

i will let it rot again.lol.

2009-02-27T20:24:00.003+08:00